Where in the world is CandyCrazy?

Bless your heart. I'll keep you in my prayers.

I can understand not wanting to talk to anyone. But if you need to talk to anyone we are all here for you. You know that. Sometimes it seems like when I really need or just want to talk to someone is when noone is online. I'm going to pm you my numbers, and email address. Any time, for any reason, or no reason at all..give me a call.

I don't have long distance and I haven't put time on my cell in a while, but when I put time on my cell phone I can call you instead to save on your bill. Right now I can only do local..I really need to get time on my phone. Maybe I'll do that today. lol

I'm a procrastinator. lol
Don't tell Flylady, she'd have a fit. lol

I understand the anxiety. I use to take xanex also, but it made me blah..so I quit. But, I still have to take something from time to time. Panic attacks are pretty rough.

If you need us, we are here.

First of all miracles happen every day and try not to worry. That's ironic coming from me since I have had to start taking xanax for my anxiety disorder. I don't mind answering your questions. I have what they call a Zoom program. It is put out by Asquared (I think). It even has an electronic voice that tells me what I am typing. When it comes to the games I play only full screen games. I also use a heavy duty magnifying glass to help find objects and sometimes it is quite comical watching me trying to play a game! Some games I have bought and then I couldn't finish because of my eyesight. My right eye is doing a lot better than it use to. Part of it was modern medicine and the other part was God. Even the retina specialist admitted that the improvement in my eyesight was a miracle that he didn't expect.

I was unaware ten years ago that I had any serious problems other than the fact that I stayed tired all the time. I went to get reading glasses and to make a long story short I found out that I have type 1 diabetes and was put on the insulin pump. I also developed arthritis in my lower back along with sciatica and deteriated discs. I had to have a complete hysterectomy and two different bladder surgeries. Two or three eye surgeries. I also have arthritis now in my hands but, it doesn't slow down my typing! LOL I have neuropathy in my feet and very little cartlidge left in my knees. I am only 54 not 94 but, some days it feels like it! Other days I feel like a ten year old and so it all even's out.

Don't worry about me! I just go through spells of not wanting to talk to anyone. Don't take it personally. You all mean the world to me! Love you all! Candy

Good to see you Candy.You are so fortunate to still have your parents in their I call tender years, and still having fun with them.You have truly been blessed.
Im not trying to show pity but Im so sorry that both you and countrybelle are having these problems with your eyes. I feel bad that I complain that I can't see without my readers.Once again I've been taught a lesson. A lesson I get taught one way or another everyday,
These lessons humble me even more each and everytime and keeps me praying for others more and more each day.

And countrybelle what do you mean by what the doctor's told you? If I may ask. I don't want to sound stupid. I missed something somewhere along the way. And I was always told that there's only one stupid question and that is the one you don't ask. So as you see Im always asking questions.
~Mohala~

There you are! Playing hide and seek, huh? lol
I'm glad to see you, as you can tell we have missed you.

I hate shopping too. Your dad sounds like my husband, only he runs off to the hunting section.

So far, I have done my shopping online this year. I haven't had much of a choice really. Between the kids, my hubbys back, my being ill...not to mention that I paid way less than I would have at the store. There are some pretty good deals online this year. If you know how to work your way around that shipping price it's easier and cheaper. My husband used to test me. He would find something for a certain price, knowing all to well that it would challenge me to find it cheaper online, and so far, I have always been able to. He finally quit testing me. lol
This year is just hard on everyone and finding the best deals is essential for us, having 6 kids in the house. Plus moving or more specifically, the cost of moving. lol

I don't want to seem rude, and you don't have to answer, but I'm wondering with you being legally blind how you can do all this online stuff. I'm legally blind in my right eye. If I close my left eye then all I can see is light and outlines. I know that they have things for the disabled on computers, I'm just curious what you use to help you? I hope I'm not being insensitive.
My granny was blind in both eyes, diabetic. That used to be my worst fear, not being able to see, because I love reading and writing. But 21/2 years ago the docs gave me five good years left and I forgot to worry about my eyes.

Funny how your fears change over time, isnt it?

Anyway, I'm glad to see you back. I have missed you. Don't make me worry about you anymore because next time, I'm coming knocking on your door. And I really can't afford that so save me some money, will ya?

You are all so nice and so silly! I wrote a couple of post in here the other day! I have been busy though trying to get things ready for the holidays. I don't like to shop and I have gone twice in one week! My mom kept trying to take the shopping cart away from me and my dad couldn't get away from us fast enough to go to the hardware section! LOL My parents are in their 80s. I am legally blind and so they take me to the store. I am very blessed! Thank you all so much! Candy

Well, I'm not sure myself but maybe Candy is busy with things in real life? I guess it happens to all of us at times.

She was on PF on the 8th.

We should make this a game. Instead of Where is Carmen Sandiago? lol JK

I sure hope no one offended her.

I haven't seen her posting either.I'll check on her too.

Who knows where Candy is? I pm'd her a few days ago on the other site because I had not heard from her lately or seen her around the board.

She still has not shown up or answered. I am really beginning to worry about her.
I know it's a busy month for us, but I am just worried.

For those of you who don't know, I am a worry wort. If I don't see you on the board for a few days then I go looking for you. Just like your momma, huh? lol

Seriously, anyone had any news lately? I'm going to head over to PF and see if she has been around. Let me know if anyone finds out anything. Just want to know that she is okay.